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Post by milkshakes on Aug 8, 2009 16:38:03 GMT -5
I don't know how easily it'll be for me to keep this up... but eh. Haha So HI! I'm Cujo, or JoJo, or Jo, or Milk, or Milkshake, or... haha. I have a lot of names!  So anyways. Here's my crew. Family in Bryan: I live with my aunt and uncle in Bryan, Texas. Well, actually College Station. heh. But same difference, right? Haha. Along with the humans of the house, there's also... Jackie: My Jack Russel. He's about three years old. I bought him from the pound and he's my protecter. Haha. He may be small, but he's fiesty!  Ziggy: I have never hated a dog... Until now. -.- You think a Rat Terrier is hyper? Well, this one is MORE than hyper. I can't even find a good way to describe him. -.- Kody: He's our mutt. He has a HUGE weiner dog shaped body, German Shepard head, Border Collie ears, Husky tail, Beagle legs... He's our doctor suess dog. Haha. Prissy: She was my cat until my aunt got her declawed and fixed. She's a very anti-social cat. Cooper: He's a pure bred pitt bull puppy. A beautiful brindle pelt, sweet as can be... I would have gladly kept him, but my aunt refused. He's still my dog though! Haha. My family in Marlin: I don't live with my mom because of some crap, but I still visit her often. My mom and stepdad, who I call Daddy, live here. Along with my little sister Catlyn and little brother Dylan. 6 and 4. Heh. Other than the humans... Tak: A cute little Italian Greyhound-Rat Terrier mix. The only reason you know of the terrier in him is his markings. Doc Iggy {Doc}: He looks like a fox and is still a puppy. We've never had the chewing problem with him, but he is very hyper. My family in Minnesota: My father chased his now-fiance up to Minnesota, and he lives there with her and two daughters. Emily, who is 2 1/2, almost 3, and Abigail Jo {AJ}, who is 9 months old. The only dog there is Polka. My Pack: The group of friends I have that are the ones close to me, the ones who are often closer than family, are called my Pack. Don't ask me where the title came from. XD It was actually given to us. I don't even want to go into detail... Just know who I'm talking about when I mention my Pack. So there you go. That's my group. Haha. I'll probably start later today on keeping this blog. >>!!WARNING!!<< My life as of late has been very dramatic. And no, not the whole "OMG" high school drama, but actual real life thrown at me to where I can't possibly dodge it. Unless I become a heartless bitch and walk away from the only thing that keeps me living. |
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Post by milkshakes on Aug 8, 2009 17:00:42 GMT -5
Okay guys... Date: August 8, 2009 My mom's birthday is in two days. Yay! That's probably the only good thing that's happening this month. I'm so freaking stressed, and even sick to my stomach with it all. And, of course, it probably doesn't help that I just drank quite a few frappacinos. Heh. Coffee+stress=stomach huuuuuurting. XD I've lost a lot of things this year, and gained a few as well.... Fuzzy is helping me a lot right now. He and his wife are miracles. And he brought up a very important thing. I think it's probably a great thing that we met when we did... Cuz he's helping me a lot. And the fact that Lucy is pregnant has been keeping her from talking to me like either of us would like, but I really enjoy the conversations that we have. She's been a great help. So guess what? ROLEPLAYING TAKES MY MIND OFF OF ALL THE DEATH THAT HAS BEEN FOLLOWING ME AROUND FUCKING EVERYWHERE! SO LET'S ROLEPLAY! That's all for today... Don't want to over load ya peeps. ~Peace~ |
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Post by milkshakes on Aug 8, 2009 22:52:09 GMT -5
Date: Still August 8...
I've started typing probably 10 times... And just keep deleting whatever I start to type. I don't even know what I'm working so hard to say...
Right now I'm talking to Kitsune and Emily... And I don't know why I feel like I do. I just sort of got quiet. Even my mom noticed it. I stopped laughing at the stuff they were saying and just sort of... backed off, I guess. I don't know. Even Kitsune noticed my sudden change of mood, which is odd... He's a man, completely oblivious and shit.
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For those of you who don't know. Kitsune is an old roommate of one of my good friends, and "brother", Fuzzy. He's sweet, but I don't really know him very well. He's been cheering me up, though... Which is strange. He makes me smile.
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Now, at least, I know why I wanted to start writing. Jon just messaged me.
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For those of you who don't know... Message me if you want to know about Jon.
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God... My heart is pounding and I feel sick to my stomach, and I haven't even READ it yet. This is pathetic. Somebody hit me in the back of my head. HARD. Maybe it'll knock some sense into me. Well... I guess this is where I stop. I don't want to type any message I may possibly get from him. After all, it could be actually good....
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Post by milkshakes on Aug 9, 2009 10:33:31 GMT -5
Date: Early August 9
My mom's birthday is tomorrow. Whoop!
Well, at least I woke up feeling better than I did when I went to sleep. Hell, when I went to sleep, I felt like SHIT. Absolute shit. But that's gone now and all I feel is... hungry... I wouldn't say that I'm happy, but I guess working on my story is really helping me out a lot.
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If you want to check out my story, message me, I'd be glad to share...
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I don't really know why I feel like this about him, though. I mean, I guess I do, sorta. But not... OHMYGOD THIS IS WHY... Just a "it's understandable" kind of thing. Kitusne doesn't even put me down about it. I made a mistake, and I wish I could fix that mistake, but nobody is giving me a chance!!!! Nobody ever even fucking THINKS about handing a chance out. It's like that damn Shinedown song. It seems like you have to say good bye to everybody you know and love to maybe, just MAYBE, be able to fix one or two of the mistakes you made.
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Sorry to go all emo on you guys, but that's how I've been feeling as of late.
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Well, I've got to sign off for now... If I keep typing and using up bandwidth at the same time, I think Momma will have an early morning heart attack. Not a good thing...
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Post by milkshakes on Aug 10, 2009 11:32:23 GMT -5
Date: Almost noon AUGUST 10!! ITS MY MOMMA'S BIRTHDAY! For those of you who have been following even a fraction of my story, you would know that there is a serious issue that I'm having with a boy. Jon. Well, the issue is nowhere near resolved buuuuuut..... He threatened somebody I've grown up with. A young girl that I love and have practically raised. He threatened her, then threatened me... He. Is. Mine. I'm meeting him tonight at 8. Some park... And I can't wait. I was planning to just try and work things out, see he changed, and accept that, move on. But no. Now, I'm taking his ass down. You can fuck with me, you can fuck with my emotions, and you can fuck with my head. But you touch, or even THREATEN to touch, one of my friends, family, or a child, and I WILL put my emotions aside. I am decently injured right now, so yeah, I may not be able to do all the damage I want to him, but I'm pretty sure I can put a nice sized dent in that over inflated EGO of his. *growl* On to better topics. It's my momma's birthday! We haven't done anything yet, because there's nothing really to do, but I'm cooking lunch which is YAY!! Haha. And I'm going to try to make a cake later... Baking isn't really my strong point... |
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Post by 7 on Aug 10, 2009 12:23:40 GMT -5
Just don't get arrested hun Happy Birthday to JoJo's mamma!! |
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Post by milkshakes on Aug 13, 2009 18:26:12 GMT -5
Date: August.... Whatever today is.... 13th I guess...
I didn't ever get to fight that guy, and then I found out that my internet SUCKS... Lucky me. I only get internet when I'm at Nonnie's, which is where I am now.
I have nothing else to write. No... I ahve other stuff to write, but nothing that I want to risk...
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Post by milkshakes on Aug 22, 2009 21:58:43 GMT -5
Date: August 22nd
I finally got back in town yesterday, and you can tell. The mall was packed yesterday, and a lot of people ran up to me and jumped on me, hugging me. Needless to say, a lot of people were there. haha.
I met a guy named Jesse today. Haha. I found it slightly ironic, but eh. It was fun. He and I have a lot in common, and we talked the day away. xD I'm going to the mall again tomorrow, but this time to hang out with him. Haha. I'm excited. ^.^
"Wrap me in a bolt of lightning, send me on my way still smiling. Maybe that's the way I should go... Straight into the mouth of the unknown..."
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Post by milkshakes on Aug 31, 2009 21:59:59 GMT -5
August 31st It's finally the end of August, beginning of September. >.< I was so freaking exhausted all day at school today. Damn Scott kept me up all weekend. Haha. We were bullshitting. Gotta love it. Anyways. I don't really know what to say right now.  My life is actually going good. I didn't expect this year to be easy, but I'm sort of settling back and letting my life take me along for the ride. It's hard to... not be in complete control... But it would probably be the death of me if I tried to be. >////< OH! That reminds me. =3 I get to see Jon on Thursday. ^.^ !w00t! Haha. I can't wait!! =3 XD Haha. The biggest problem is freaking Oakley. Jon wants me to bring him along... So the two can finally... "meet" For those of you who don't know... Oakley is this guy who has had, like, an uber obsession with me. >.0 Since... June 6th, I think it started, he's been telling people that he and I are dating, and then in July, while I was UP IN MINNESOTA, he started telling people he SCREWED me. Yeah. Interesting moments. So I didn't "break up" with him, since we were dating in the first place, because he was threatening to tell my mom... everything... And that wouldn't be good. So anyways. He "broke up" with me this weekend. And then started saying that, when I was older, he was going to steal me away!! Then started saying shicte about my Sherilyn, who is dating my James. Stuff like "We've been dating now for a while, just unofficially. I can steal her from James whenever I want." I was like "YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" then he started bad-mouthing a lot of my other friends. I was fucking PISSED! So anyhoo. =3 That's all for now, I guess Haha. w00t!! I guess I'll prolly update more tomorrow >.> |
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Post by milkshakes on Sept 2, 2009 0:13:04 GMT -5
Date: September 1st
Dude! School rules. =3 I had less drama in school then I have had in a long time. Of course, the Oakley issue is still up in the air, and I didn't really feel all that great today, plus they screwed up my schedule, but... For some reason, it was a good day. Well, until the end, but I don't want to talk about that.
For some reason, they put me in Spanish 2 and World Geomotry in 6th period... Both at the same time... Then did the SAME THING again in 7th period. Great, huh? Highly original. xD BUT! I have Celine, Vincent, and Sher in my Spanish class {which ended up being 6th period} so I'm all good. Haha.
I have English tomorrow, and I'm worried about it. Well... worried is a bit of an understatement. Heh. I have this thing due tomorrow and I'm practically chewing my nails OFF to see if it's any good or not.
I'M BACK IN TROUPE! w00t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love TROUPE. =3 I love the stage. =3 Haha. We're doing an encore performance of something I wasn't in, so I'm working backstage and doing a lot of the techincal stuff. =3 Tis fun. Haha.
Well... That's all. I'm gonna sign off for tonight.
Peace <3
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Post by milkshakes on Sept 17, 2009 19:46:19 GMT -5
My mood wrapped up in two words.....
((Non-existant))
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Post by milkshakes on Mar 7, 2010 10:41:11 GMT -5
Date: March 7th, 2010
So.. Things have been bad. Really bad. There's a lot that has been hitting me, and it all hits me hard. I can't really tell one day from the next, and I barely even know the date. The only reason I know is because KC told me...
Skeet's supposed to call me today, but I doubt he will. His family is so... bleq... And he's so... phobic. >.>
I don't really know what to write. It's been so long since I've kept one of these up... I haven't even had the chance to log on in so long... Bleq.
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