Post by hellbreaker777 on Sept 3, 2009 18:04:54 GMT -5
Hello everyone. I am Hellbreaker777. Alright... here it goes:
Okay, to start off, I am Aaron Jeffrey Smith. I am seventeen years old, a Puerto Rican American, and I live in Ohio. I am an ignorant, bull-headed person who always keeps to himself. I hate when people pester me to do things and get angry very easily. I can either be a friend to you if you respect me, but I can be your worst enemy if you tick me off. I love to sing, but not in public. I don’t know why, but that’s just who I am. I am overweight and self-secure about it. When I hear some people laugh by me, I turn and listen in on the conversation, because I think they are making fun of me.
I like to talk to people, but I always feel like they just don’t care about me. I try to be friendly to everyone, but I end up getting shunned out of the crowd, so I listen to my music… why? Because it calms me down, that is why. My mind, on the other hand, is wild with imagination and will go off on its own adventure. When I feel like nobody notices me, I hate myself for that. I feel like I don’t know myself and should just shut down for the rest of the day. The problem is, I don’t. I always act like a fool and end up hating myself even more.
I love my imagination because I could think up anything in the world and write it down into story form. I always create stories so people could recognize me as a “somebody”, and not a fool. I feel like I am a pessimistic person, though I act optimistic. I feel like I don’t know myself. I try to act someone that I am not when trying to make friends. I do that because I like to make friends wherever I go… Anyways, I am someone who is quiet when by strangers, but, if I get a chance, I loosen up and try to make friends.
I am a picky man when it comes to conversations. I love to start a conversation, but I hate to end it. I love to do things that people at my weight should not do, like riding a BMX, playing football, and playing baseball. The thing is though, I like doing those things because it makes me happy. When I am happy, I would smile for no reason what so ever. I would run down a street, just to feel the breeze. Also, I love to help people with anything: issues, work problems, questions, et cetera. When I help someone with their problems, it gives me a sense of fulfillment.
Finally, I am SCREWED UP when it comes to my emotions. One little thing can make me sad when another little thing would make me extremely happy. I would be happy about the fact that I made a friend, but I would suddenly shut down when I hear them talk about me behind my back. I do NOT go from happy to calm to angry to berserk. I go straight from happy to berserk in an instant, but don’t fret. I am a calm person who does not like to get angry. I love to be happy; it’s just that it does not happen so often.
So there, that is who I am. To sum it up, I am bull-headed, yet shy, a pessimist, yet an optimist, an open person, yet a person just to himself. All in all, I am my own opposite, but it works out in the end, and that is who I am.
Also, I love role playing and am a fluent, paraRPer with literary issues...as in I can't RP with anyone who can't spell or correct their grammar... etc. I also LOVE video games.
Okay, to start off, I am Aaron Jeffrey Smith. I am seventeen years old, a Puerto Rican American, and I live in Ohio. I am an ignorant, bull-headed person who always keeps to himself. I hate when people pester me to do things and get angry very easily. I can either be a friend to you if you respect me, but I can be your worst enemy if you tick me off. I love to sing, but not in public. I don’t know why, but that’s just who I am. I am overweight and self-secure about it. When I hear some people laugh by me, I turn and listen in on the conversation, because I think they are making fun of me.
I like to talk to people, but I always feel like they just don’t care about me. I try to be friendly to everyone, but I end up getting shunned out of the crowd, so I listen to my music… why? Because it calms me down, that is why. My mind, on the other hand, is wild with imagination and will go off on its own adventure. When I feel like nobody notices me, I hate myself for that. I feel like I don’t know myself and should just shut down for the rest of the day. The problem is, I don’t. I always act like a fool and end up hating myself even more.
I love my imagination because I could think up anything in the world and write it down into story form. I always create stories so people could recognize me as a “somebody”, and not a fool. I feel like I am a pessimistic person, though I act optimistic. I feel like I don’t know myself. I try to act someone that I am not when trying to make friends. I do that because I like to make friends wherever I go… Anyways, I am someone who is quiet when by strangers, but, if I get a chance, I loosen up and try to make friends.
I am a picky man when it comes to conversations. I love to start a conversation, but I hate to end it. I love to do things that people at my weight should not do, like riding a BMX, playing football, and playing baseball. The thing is though, I like doing those things because it makes me happy. When I am happy, I would smile for no reason what so ever. I would run down a street, just to feel the breeze. Also, I love to help people with anything: issues, work problems, questions, et cetera. When I help someone with their problems, it gives me a sense of fulfillment.
Finally, I am SCREWED UP when it comes to my emotions. One little thing can make me sad when another little thing would make me extremely happy. I would be happy about the fact that I made a friend, but I would suddenly shut down when I hear them talk about me behind my back. I do NOT go from happy to calm to angry to berserk. I go straight from happy to berserk in an instant, but don’t fret. I am a calm person who does not like to get angry. I love to be happy; it’s just that it does not happen so often.
So there, that is who I am. To sum it up, I am bull-headed, yet shy, a pessimist, yet an optimist, an open person, yet a person just to himself. All in all, I am my own opposite, but it works out in the end, and that is who I am.
Also, I love role playing and am a fluent, paraRPer with literary issues...as in I can't RP with anyone who can't spell or correct their grammar... etc. I also LOVE video games.